Throw Back

Pictures by Fernando Prasetyo

THROW BACK. First thing first, Happy New Year!!! >.< By the way, I never once do a throw back post. This time I want to feature some of my old looks. I will feature the ones I was wearing dress only though. I miss wearing my dresses, since most of them can't be worn anymore. T.T Sad, but true. Gosh! Today I tried ten dresses and only THREE fitted me. No.... >.< This post is kinda sharing about my recent life story, please bear with me. :D

It's not that I'm getting fatter, but after my pregnancy, it's actually the other way around. I lost my weight and already back at my previous weight (before pregnant). However, I'm getting slimmer at some places (for example : my face and upper arms). I'm not sure why, but hey... who wouldn't want that? I accept that as a blessing. Ha-ha! On that part, my old dresses still fit me perfectly.

One thing that can't fit at all. My breasts! During my pregnancy, they were getting bigger and funnily... making my pregnant belly looked not as big as it should be. Granted, I didn't gain that much weight ( only 9 kg in total ). I'm currently still breastfeeding ( four months post partum ), so... yeah... my breasts are still the same size.

I read at some forums, that usually some women got their previous size back after finished breastfeeding or minimum six months post partum. However, some of them became one size bigger than their previous size. Oh my! Some people thought of that as a blessing, but I certainly hope that I will be back at my previous size.

It's kinda hard to buy all size clothing nowadays. That's why I'm always browsing online and looking for website which sells custom dresses. Just like Sweet Quinceanera Dress with their cute sweet 16 dresses. No, I'm not trying to look younger than my age. But their dresses are elegant enough for all ages. I choose several dresses that 'so me' and give me enough coverage plus support on my breasts. They are truly a beauty!

They are super sweet and elegant too, right? They are suitable for attending wedding parties. :)

Now, let's get back to my past lookbook. Let me be narcissistic for a bit and post some of my other looks. This will appease me for now. But hey... this doesn't mean I don't love my body now. I know that after giving birth, I won't have the same body as before. I accept it, but it doesn't mean I can't miss my old body. :) Sounds good? ^^

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xx,

Caroline